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Stories
Fire!
by Deepa Agarwal
Sh-sh-sh,
whispered the pines. It was a warm summer afternoon. A heat haze hung in the air
like an uncomfortable curtain, blotting out the distant hills.
Puja and Mitu were perched on the hillside, just at the edge of the patch of
forest above Puja’s house. “Oh, what a lazy-lazy afternoon,” Puja breathed. She
lay back, trying to ignore the pine needles pricking her back.
Through half-closed eyes she gazed at the house, the sloping red tin roof, the
creepers winding up the verandah pillars. A thin blue spiral of smoke coiled up
from the small outhouse below it, where Paruli stayed with her mother. Lower
down the hill she could see Mitu’s house, a large squarish bungalow.
“Hey, isn’t that Paruli’s village?” Mitu cried, as though she’d picked up Puja’s
train of thought and carried it further. She pointed to a spot in a distant
valley where the sunlight caught a slender, ribbon like streamlet, turned it to
silver and flashed on a cluster of slate roofed houses. “How close it looks! I
can’t believe it’s ten miles away.”
Puja opened an eye. “Mmm, yes,” she murmured.
Skinny and energetic, Mitu sprang to her feet to have a better look. Then she
cried, “Listen, aren’t we going to try your new cooking things?” Nine-year-old
Puja’s aunt had brought her a set of small cooking utensils—a pressure cooker,
karahi and little cooking pots.
Puja wound a curl around her finger. “Oh well, okay,” she said.
Mitu got busy. She laid out two stones and piled twigs between them. “This is
our fire,” she pronounced. Gravely she broke off some leaves into a karahi
and set it on the make-believe fire. “These are our vegetables,” she said. “What
are you going to make, Puja?”
“Can’t I just eat?” Puja crinkled her short nose.
“Oh, you lump!” Mitu said disgustedly.
With a sigh, Puja sat up and stretched. Then something caught her eye. Someone
had come out of the outhouse and was scrambling up onto the wide path that led
towards the forest.
“It’s Paruli!” Puja was suddenly wide awake.
Mitu looked up. “Strange,” she said. “Generally her mother keeps her quite busy
working at this time.”
Paruli was the maid’s daughter. At thirteen she was much older than the other
two but she loved to play with them, when her mother allowed her a little time
off. Paruli’s mother firmly believed that girls were meant to be kept busy with
household chores all the time. In fact, the three were great pals. When Paruli
had first come with her mother from the village, Puja and Mitu had found her a
little odd. With her narrow kaajaled eyes, her pierced nose, which had a black
fern stem stuck in it to substitute for a nose ring, and her faded hand-me-down
clothes, she was different from their usual playmates. But once they came to
know her better, they found her great fun because she was full of such
adventurous ideas. She was the one who discovered the place where the fattest,
juiciest hissalu berries grew, crunchy orange cups that fell into your hand as
soon as you touched them. She introduced them to the delights of roast chana
and mishri at the Shivratri fair and told them stories about the various
birds that flew and chirped in the forest. With Paruli they never knew what
exciting activity was coming up next.
“Paruli!” Puja yelled out. Paruli just waved back. “Why doesn’t she just come
straight up?” Puja muttered impatiently, as Paruli meandered about the forest
picking up twigs.
Eventually, she reached the spot where they were sitting.
“What’s cooking?” she asked. Inadvertently, she glanced towards the house as
though she were scared that her mother might have seen her.
“What the matter?” Mitu asked. “Has your mother been yelling at you?”
Paruli’s face was expressionless as she shook her head quickly. But both girls
knew her mother had a quick temper, even hit her sometimes. Suddenly Paruli put
her bundle of twigs down. She bent to pick up a shiny cooking pot, a perfect
copy of a real one. Her face lit up as she examined it. “You could make a whole
cup of tea in this!” she said.
“A cup of tea!” Puja exclaimed excited.
“A cup of tea,” Mitu echoed.
“Yes…shall we?” Paruli urged. “We can get some tea leaves and milk from the
kitchen.”
“But,” Puja said. “We’ll need a real fire!”
“A real fire!” Mitu’s eyes glistened. “But how? We don’t have any matches!”
“I’ll manage that,” Paruli said. She quickly picked up her bundle of twigs and
scrambled down. “I’ll be back in just a minute,” she said.
“A real fire! Wow!” Mitu was breathless. “I’ll get some water.” She rushed to
the little spring that lay in a damp hollow some distance away—the only one that
didn’t dry up in summer.
Eagerly, they waited. A real fire, real tea. Fancy that!
After a while, Paruli returned, climbing up the slope carefully. She had a
little cloth bag slung over her shoulder and—in a pair of tongs she held—a real
live glowing coal! “Get some pine needles,” she called.
Even Puja’s stubby legs moved fast as she scooped up heaps of dry pine needles.
The pile of pine needles was placed carefully between the stone, on top of the
twigs, the cooking pot nestled on top of them. Then Paruli dropped the coal on
it. The sun-dried needles caught fire at once, tiny flames licked up around
them, then grew and grew as they watched, fascinated.
Then…Swoosh!
The fire flared up wildly, throwing down the little pot. It roared out, beyond
the stones as a gust of wind fanned the flames. The dry pine needles that
carpeted the forest floor, provided plenty of fuel.
The girls jumped up in a fright. Petrified they watched the fire spreading,
devouring bushes, reaching out to the tall trees.
Paruli was the first to come to her senses. “Fire!” she cried, “Run! Run!”
“Fire!” Puja yelped, practically tumbling down the hill. “Fire! Fire!”
Their first thought was to get away from the threatening flames. But when they
reached the wide path that led to Puja’s house, they paused. How could they go
home and say they had set the forest on fire? They were both strictly forbidden
to so much as light a matchstick!
Puja took the lead. She ran down the lower path that led to the orchard behind
the house. Mitu followed, ignoring the track that would lead her homewards. They
could hear Paruli yelling “Fire! Fire!” as she ran towards the house for help,
got a vague glimpse of figures rushing from the house, and heard shouts. When
they reached the orchard they stopped, hearts pounding.
“What’s going to happen now?” Mitu was almost in tears. “Why did we ever agree
to have a fire? I never thought it would spread like that.”
“Neither did I,” said Puja. She was still breathless. “I wonder what’s
happening…It’s all Paruli’s fault. She was the one who brought the coal. I
wonder how she dared to go home!”
But Mitu said distractedly, “Suppose the fire reaches the house, suppose they
can’t control it! Oh, I’m so scared. It’ll all be our fault.”
Shivering with fright they waited. The orchard was too far away from the
forest—on the other side of the hill. They couldn’t see what was happening from
there. They could only wait in painful suspense, listening with all their might
for any sound that might give them a clue, cowering under the fruit trees.
They waited and waited. Finally Puja said, “I think we should go back. I think
they’ve put out the fire. It was only a small one.” She felt braver now, since
nothing disastrous seemed to have happened.
“Do you think so?” Mitu asked. “I’m terrified. Everyone will be furious.”
“Well, it wasn’t really our fault.” Puja reached out and broke a plum. It was
pretty raw but she was quite hungry. She’d just bitten into it when a sound made
her turn. It was Paruli.
“Paruli, what’s happening?” Mitu burst out anxiously.
Paruli’s reply gave them a shock. “Everyone’s very angry with you,” she said.
“You did a very wrong thing, lighting a fire in the forest.”
Puja’s mouth fell open. She was too stunned to reply. Paruli’s accusing tone
quite took her breath away. Wasn’t she the main culprit? Hadn’t she suggested
the fire and brought the coal?
But Mitu wailed, “Oh, no!” And then, “Is it all right now?”
“Yes! They managed to beat out the fire. It had spread really far though. We had
a tough time controlling it.”
“But listen, Paruli,” Puja said. She had recovered from the initial surprise and
wanted an explanation.
“I’m going, my mother’s calling me. Don’t worry. I won’t tell anyone you’re
here!” And Paruli hurried away.
Mitu began to cry. “What’ll we do now?”
Puja burst out angrily, “What cheek! Putting all the blame on us!”
“Oh, oh why did we listen to her?” Mitu sobbed.
Puja bit into her plum furiously. The sun was slipping towards the horizon. Soon
it would be dark. They couldn’t hang around the orchard forever. And she was
starving now. “We have to go back some time,” she said. “We might as well get it
over with.”
Mitu hesitated, then she too nodded reluctantly. Slowly they crept up the path,
up the worn stone steps that led to the house. The wind brought a whiff of
smoke, the acrid smell of burning wood. With guilty fear they turned their eyes
towards the forest, shocked to see the charred tree trunks, a dismal sight even
from this distance.
Puja’s mother was sitting in the verandah. Silently they faced her, heads hung
low in shame.
“So where have you been hiding all this time?” Her voice was unusually stern.
“Aren’t you ashamed of yourselves?”
Mitu sniffed. But Puja looked straight into her mother’s eyes. “Ma,” she said.
“We’re very sorry. We never realized that the fire would spread so fast.”
“Now you realize I hope,” Ma’s voice was still hard. “It was a very, very
dangerous thing you did. You could have got burnt.”
“Ma,” Puja continued, “it was not our fault. Paruli brought a piece of lighted
coal—“
“But you asked me!” A high pitched voice interrupted.
It was Paruli—gazing at them with an air of injured innocence.
“Asked you?” she gasped. “What a lie! We never thought of a fire.”
“Is this true, Paruli?” Ma asked. Paruli didn’t answer. Just stood there looking
aggrieved.
“All right, all right,” Ma said finally. “I hope you have all learned a lesson
from this.”
“Yes, Ma,” Puja said, her voice subdued.
“Yes, aunty,” Mitu’s voice could barely be heard.
Mitu was sent home. Puja drank her milk and sat brooding silently. How could
Paruli have told such lies? She was the one who had suggested the fire.
“I’ll never play with her again,” she muttered to herself. “I won’t even talk to
her.”
And Puja kept her word. The next day she told Mitu what she’d decided and Mitu
agreed wholeheartedly. They decided to boycott Paruli totally. When she turned
up to play, looking as if nothing had happened, they acted as if she wasn’t
there at all. Since they’d been forbidden to go to the forest, as a punishment,
they played near the house.
Paruli watched, hovering uncertainly at a distance. She watched them build a
little hut with walls of stone, roofed with twigs, with a real garden around it
made of transplanted seedlings. After a while, she vanished.
“Thank God,” Puja said. “I hate someone watching me play.”
“Yes,” Mitu said, “it spoils all the fun.”
But that very moment Paruli reappeared. She held two branches covered with mauve
jacaranda flowers. For a while she stood there as if waiting for someone to take
them from her. When no one did, she came and began to plant them in the garden.
Puja jumped up at once. “Let’s go Mitu,” she said, “or we’ll be blamed for
spoiling the jacaranda trees. Some people love to get others in trouble.”
“L-look, l-listen,” Paruli began. But Puja ran away and Mitu followed. Paruli
just stood there looking hurt and ashamed at the same time.
“What are we going to do today?” Mitu asked the next morning, when she came to
play with Puja. They had watered their ‘garden’, added a plant or two. The day
stretched before them, long and dull.
Puja shrugged.
“Puja,” Mitu said cautiously, “shall we make up with Paruli? It was terrible of
her to blame us, but you know…”
“Never!” Puja cried. “I’ll never make up with that liar. You can play with her
if you want, but then, I won’t play with you!”
“Okay, okay,” Mitu said placatingly. “I thought maybe…”
“Definitely not. Come, let’s play cards. The sun’s too hot outside in any case.”
They went inside and settled down to play cards. After a while, Mitu said, “I
was thinking, wondering why Paruli put all the blame on us. Maybe she was
scared.”
“We were scared too,” Puja said. “We also got into trouble.”
“But Puja, she’s a servant,” Mitu said. “And her mother—you know what she’s
like!”
“That doesn’t mean that she should tell lies and put all the blame on us.”
Puja’s lower lip stuck out stubbornly. Mitu gave up then. She knew how hard it
was to make Puja change her mind.
Two days passed. Puja continued to ignore Paruli. Then, one evening her mother
said, “Puja, I noticed that you are not talking to Paruli.”
“I don’t feel like it, Ma.”
“But you were almost inseparable before.”
Puja remained silent. But she knew her mother was right. They had been
inseparable—Puja, Mitu and Paruli. But Paruli had let them down.
“Darling…you should be more forgiving,” her mother said gently.
“I’ve forgiven her,” Puja said. “But do I have to play with her?”
Her mother sighed and turned away, hoping that after some time Puja would forget
and really forgive.
A few days later Puja went to play at Mitu’s house. Mitu’s mother took them for
a long walk to the riverside. They carried a picnic lunch with them. When they
got back it was late afternoon.
“Puja,” Ma said. “Paruli was looking for you.”
“Whatever for?” Puja frowned. But inside she felt a surge of excitement.
Actually she was ready to make up with Paruli now. Their games seemed tame and
kiddish without her. But she didn’t know how to make the first move.
“Her father had come,” Ma went on, “to take her back to the village. She went
with him.”
“So—” Puja tried to sound indifferent, in spite of her sudden feeling of dismay.
“She’ll come back, won’t she?”
“I’m not sure. Her father wants to marry her off.”
“Paruli—married!” Puja was aghast. “Ma, why didn’t you stop them? She’s not old
enough to be married. How can they?”
“I tried, dear. But they just wouldn’t listen. Her father was quite adamant. Her
mother is also taking leave in a few days.”
“Oh-h…” Puja just didn’t know what to say. This strange turn of events utterly
confounded her. It sounded impossible and ridiculous.
“She just wanted to say goodbye,” Ma ended.
“Oh-h…” Puja’s face grew longer. “Won’t she ever come back now?”
“I’m sure she will. But probably for a very short visit.”
Puja turned away silently. She went and sat under the cypress tree. A terrible
feeling of loss gripped her. Suddenly she thought of Paruli slashing away the
stinging nettles from their paths, on one of their excursions to the forest, so
they wouldn’t touch them by mistake and suffer. Picking up thorny branches and
casting them aside…and then…standing there hesitantly with the jacaranda
branches in her hand.
Mitu was right. She had told lies because she was scared. Because she could get
into much worse trouble than them. Why couldn’t I understand, she thought? We
were friends weren’t we? And now she had lost the chance to make up…
Many months later, Paruli came. An older and subdued Paruli, who hardly spoke to
Puja. Actually she hardly spoke at all. Getting married seemed to have thrown
her into a permanent state of embarrassment. She was busy helping in the kitchen
most of the time. Or she sat outside trying to knit something from a much-ravelled
ball of wool.
“Paruli,” Puja wanted to say. “It’s all forgiven and forgotten. Let’s make up
and be friends again. Let’s have fun like we used to.”
But she knew it was too late. Because Paruli was not their playmate Paruli any
longer. She had entered the world of grown-ups, where Puja couldn’t follow.
May 10, 2009
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